I don't mean to be a whiny little biotch, but sometimes, people just gotta let it out. I confessed to a girl that I really liked, first of all, she acted normal, then slowly started to stop talking to me, then all of a sudden I said something against her opinion, and now she refuses to acknowledge my existence. Which is extremely irritating.
I found out my 'best friend' has me on the lowest priority setting. Tried to kick me out of a house that wasn't his to protect the feelings of that girl. Which I found out later his intention wasn't to kick me out, but it sure as hell felt like it. Had a long talk with him about things.
I'm broke as hell and the family is getting close to the brokeness. I still need to get a laptop and a tablet. Which I'm saving for. No toys. Great.
I love my little brother to death, but he can be a prick a lot of the time.
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Better.
People irritate me. I'm usually able to deal with it, but as of late I find myself wanting to throttle the people with low intelligence levels that refuse to acknowledge common sense and can't seem to find the right answers to the situations they're put in. As well as the people that are really really rude. Remember the cardinal rule kids, "Don't.. fuck with people that handle your food."
Gosh the people in L.A. are douche bags. It just reinforces my want to leave this place. I hate the hustle and bustle, along with people that always need to justify everything they do by telling people about what they do, then trying to explain how difficult it is. I don't give a frak. At all. It's surprising how little I care about the stuff that the people I don't personally care about, do.
As well, I think this whole cynical, apathetic attitude I'm developing is taking a toll on my emotional and social life. I'm becoming socially retarded in the fact that I don't like approaching new people and acting happy and giddy. It's annoying. Seriously.
I also see that a lot of the people I'm around, constantly condescend me. That's irritating. Very much so. I've talked to most of them. And I will put them in their place the next time it happens.
Holy crap, I'm an angry child. I should get some cheese for my whine.
On a side note, I started watching Battlestar Galactica. HOLY FRAK, that show is frakking awesome. Staying up till 4:30am and having to wake up at 9:45am heading to a 10 hour work day is totally not a problem when I watch Battlestar Galactica. I wouldn't mind fighting under the command of Commander Adama. He's a freaking badass.
Well I'm done for now. I'll post up some drawings soon.
So say we all.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
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